沉浸在蓝色的忧郁之中He sent me "Downtown Lights"他给我分享了那首歌，名叫"市区灯光"I hadn't heard it in a while已经有阵子没听这首歌了My boredom's bone-deep空虚和无聊深入骨髓This cage was once just fine曾经身处牢笼，但还算可以忍受Am I allowed to cry我可以哭泣吗？I dream of cracking locks我梦想着，能打破这牢笼Throwing my life to the wolves or the ocean rocks想要去拿自己的人生冒险，无论是要去独自面对狼群还是在暴风中砸向礁石Crashing into him tonight he's a paradox我今晚就会遇见他，他既让我快乐，也让我痛苦，真是矛盾I'm seeing visions am I bad我看到了一些东西，不禁怀疑：自己是否过于邪恶Or mad亦或是疯狂Or wise甚至是聪明？What if he's written "mine" on my upper thigh only in my mind我看到他在我大腿上写下"我的"，宣布我属于他，如果这一切都是仅仅是想象该如何是好？One slip and falling back into the hedge maze稍有不慎，就会重新陷入那树篱般的迷宫，危险重重Oh what a way to die哦，就这样死去，多么让人挣扎啊I keep recalling things we never did我总会回想起，我们一起做的事情，只是那从未真正发生过Messy top lip kiss how I long for our trysts多怀念那些秘密幽会，在慌乱中充满炽热地轻吻上唇Without ever touching his skin可是我从未真正触碰过他How can I be guilty as sin为何我却感到自己罪恶如斯？I keep these longings locked我把这些炙热的渴望都锁在了In lowercase inside a vault自己内心最隐秘的角落，不让任何人察觉Someone told me there's no such thing as bad thoughts有人告诉我，仅仅有罪恶的思想作祟也无关紧要Only your actions talk只有你的行动会体现你的人格These fatal fantasies giving way to labored breath可是这些致命幻想啊，让我呼吸急促Taking all of me we've already done it in my head已经完全主宰了属于我的一切，尽管一切都仅仅存在在于脑海之中If it's make-believe如果这只是我一个人的想法Why does it feel like a vow we'll both uphold somehow为何却感觉像是我们共同发誓要去坚守的誓言？What if he's written "mine" on my upper thigh only in my mind如果他在我大腿上写下"我的"，宣布我属于他，但这一切只存在于我的脑海之中该如何是好？One slip and falling back into the hedge maze稍有不慎，就会陷入复杂如树篱般的迷宫，危险重重Oh what a way to die哦，就这样死去，该有多么美妙啊My bedsheets are ablaze I've screamed his name我身下的床单在燃烧，我大声喊出他的姓名Building up like waves crashing over my grave感觉阵阵海浪一阵一阵袭来，不断冲进我内心的坟墓Without ever touching his skin可是我都没能真正触碰到他How can I be guilty as sin为何我却感到自己罪恶如斯？What if I roll the stone away如果我愿意把石头移开（注释1），会发生什么呢？They're gonna crucify me anyway无论怎样，他们都会对我进行审判What if the way you hold me is actually what's holy可是假如你抱着我的方式会是圣神的呢？If long-suffering propriety is what they want from me如果他们想要我保持纯洁，一直忍耐，那我该如何是好？They don't know how you've haunted me so stunningly他们并不知道，你已经让我深深沉迷，尽管深陷烦扰，却又是那么美妙如天堂I choose you and me religiously如果一定要去选择，我将坚定地选择我和你What if he's written "mine" on my upper thigh only in my mind假如他在我的大腿上写下"我的"，宣布我属于他，只是这一切只是我的想象该如何是好？One slip and falling back into the hedge maze稍有不慎，就会陷入犹如树篱般的复杂迷宫，危险重重Oh what a way to die哦，就这样死去，是多么神奇啊I keep recalling things we never did我不断回想起我们在一起的细节，尽管事实上从未发生Messy top lip kiss how I long for our trysts多怀念那些秘密幽会，在慌乱中充满炽热地轻吻上唇Without ever touching his skin可是却从未真正触碰过他How can I be guilty as sin为何我感觉自己会如此罪恶如斯？He sent me "Downtown Lights"他给我分享了"市区灯光"那首歌I hadn't heard it in a while我已经有阵子没听过了Am I allowed to cry我可以哭泣吗？注释1:这句歌词可能在引用基督教的复活故事，其中耶稣的坟墓被一块石头封住，然后石头被滚开，发现耶稣已经复活。在这里，滚开石头可能象征着歌手愿意面对和解决她的问题，或者愿意接受改变。
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